In due time, physical pain heals as does pain of the emotional kind. In general, time heals all wounds. Some emotional pain one can never forget but you learn to live with it as time goes on. It may take awhile, but its eventual. In order to move forward from any set-back in life, you have to re-examine yourself and look at areas where you can strengthen and become better. These areas include physical fitness, education, and personality adjustments or the way you carry yourself. By focusing on bettering yourself, not only do you improve on all aspects, but it also helps time go by as your wounds are healing. If you do nothing, time will move slow and thus, making it difficult to overcome the pain.
Personally, I took a moment to address my needs. I hit the gym with fierce determination. I’m in the final weeks of obtaining my bachelor’s degree. My financial drive is in high gear. The role of father I will continue to take seriously as I enjoy the time I spend with my boys and ensure I am raising them to be strong and educated men. Also, I address my imperfections and work on ways to become a better man. The momentum is tremendous and I plan on riding this wave for a long time and juggarnaut through any obstacles that come my way.
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I am so happy that you are about to graduate! You should be so proud of yourself and all of the effort it has taken to get to this point!!! You are a GREAT dad and I am happy to see you are taking time to do something for you. Keep up the good work 🙂
Thank you! I am not the type to pat myself in the back like that but I am proud of myself damnit! lol. Glad to have you as a friend/sister and thanks for the compliments. I still have so much more to accomplish and improve on as far as education and fatherhood. For now, I celebrate the small battles I have won! Shotsssss !!!