Still Searching For The Truth

SEARCHING FOR THE TRUTH – June 21, 2004

“I am ready to get out of this poisoned institutioned called the Army. My time was served proudly and i don’t regret representing my country but the way of life in the Army is not for me”

Ok, I called the U.S. Army a “poisoned institute”. Shoot me. I was bitter. The abuse of power in the military affected me. I could have all the knowledge in the world on the task I was performing but as soon as a higher ranking person took charge, I was treated like dirt. This I despised amongst other things. Still, I remain proud to have serviced my country.

“I am a confused man about relationships. I am not confused about my career though. I have figured that out”

Funny how everything comes back full circle. This is exactly how I feel now. Remember, I wrote this in 2004, it is now 2012.

“Recently, i got my palm read. It was like $5 or $10 but they told me so much and they knew so much about me. They made a believer out of me. She said that i have a talent that i hold back on and that i also hold back on my opinions. She said that due to my prior relationship, that i am skeptical in starting a new one”

At this point, I don’t need a palm reader to tell me how my life will turn out. I feel as though I have some control over my future. Although, I do believe some people possess this gift. I’m just not sure if I’ll ever see a palm reader again. Well, maybe out of curiousity. I wonder how many other people have had their palm read only to be deceived or even those that actually believe in the craft.

“I wrote what i could and i made sure i sent something out for this month. I love doing this because i love the responses i get”

At the time I started to e-mail people my “muses”, I needed an outlet to express myself. Some could say I even needed the attention. Today, I can confirm that the above is true but its much more than that. I like feedback from different perspectives, I like to entice minds and make them think, and I simply enjoy expressing my thoughts to the world. My life is as transparent as a store window. Just look in and you will see what’s inside. Any questions, just ask.